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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Lost Once Again........

Life they say, come only once. But if it has to be for only once then why cant we live it our own way. Why everyone wants to show us the way, wants to lead us to some unknown directions? Why cant we be there where this heart wants to be, why cant we be with those who love us, why are we with them who only want us for our material objects, money, appearance, work etc. Oh God! If this is LIFE, then please call me to ur world, and dont ever give me this DEATH, with the name LIFE, I wanna be free now, wanna fly too high like a bird. I want to leave this diplomatic society and go to the world where I can breathe, where I can "LIVE".
People here dont like others to be in happiness and in love, they dont understand what damage they can do to ones heart by talking whatsoever come in their mind.

Same happened with me. In my whole life I didnt get anyone who thought about me, about my happiness but when I got him, I was on the top of the world, I think u can understand and u know I was on the highest CLOUD. But then this world, and the cruel people of this world could not see my happiness and snatched HIM, My ANGEL my God from me.
What to do, how to do, where to go, How to go, I am again a lost child, looing for the only person whom I could call mine. Just feel like killing everyone, but Cant do this, so wanna kill myself, wanna end everything. But will it be a happy ending of my story, But then I think its far better than living in a lost land without my MENTOR, MY ANGEL, MY GOD.

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