Why?????

When God was distributing luv to all, why he didnt keep any for me.. 
Wen He was giving relations to all why he gave me all those mean people...
When He was providing everyone with luving parents why he sent me to those who were not able to take care of me...
When he was giving siblings to all why he gave the ones to me who were not in need of a lil sister
When God was giving that special one to all...why he didn't think that even I need one..
One who could understand me n what I want..
One who could be beside me all thick n thin..
One who could leave everyone and everything to just be with me..
The one who could not see me in pain or in tears..
The one who can say for him I am rear...
Now wen life is short and days are few...
Why you gave me tears in my eyes God as if its the morning dew.
It hurts me too wen people lie
It hardly matters to thm if I die..
It hurt me too wen they leave
I am very strong thy must hv believe
But I m human and Do hv a heart..
Which gets hurt and tears apart.....
But God why me....why not even a single friend for me???????