FEELINGS (ONE OF A KIND)

I feel love, but I cannot show it
And cannot say it
I feel fear, butI was frightened out of showing it long ago
I feel sad, but
My eyes have forgotten how to cry
I feel everything is my problem To help to solve, but
My help is not wanted
I say things I feel I should, but
They are taken the wrong way
I feel I must show friendship, but
That is not wanted
I feel I can help, but
I am pushed away
And locked out
BecauseI don't belong
I am lonely
For I am different
Distant
And one of a kind.